i wanna be.

i've been listening to chris brown's "i wanna be" a lot lately, and it really has me thinking. i have this bestfriend, and i like him more than im supposed to [he knows who he is] and he told me once that the feeling was mutual but that was a long time ago, so idk.

we've grown really distant though, and i hate that shit. happiness is always there when im with him or when i talk to him and i want things to stay that way. but shit is confusing, so i'll just stick to daydreaming.